Hello all. I just need someone to talk to. Male, 22. Bipolar disorder.
Seroquel XR 150mg po hs
Topamax 200mg po hs
Celexa 15mg po hs
Protonix 40mg po hs
Lunesta 3mg po hs
Zofran 4mg prn nausea
I don't really even know where to start. I guess the biggest problem right now is the nausea. It's nearly constant, for about two months. The zofran helps me keep food and water down, but not much more. An abdominal xray and CT were fine, bloodwork was clean, so what's causing it?
I cry constantly. That, or I feel like I'm on the verge of crying. A song came on the hifi today (blue light yokohama, my favorite song) and I sat on the floor in tears for fifteen minutes.
I have panic and anxiety about everything. I feel a near constant sense of dread. My mind races about problems that don't even exist yet, and then I get nauseous, and then I want to cry, and then I just don't know what to do.
Today was better than the past few weeks. I cleaned my room, top to bottom, washed the linens, opened a window, and lit a candle. I'm trying to bring a positive feedback loop into my life. But I still feel constant dread, anxiety, panic, and nausea. and I feel like I'm going to cry.
I just don't know what to do anymore.