She was probably mad that you didn't call sooner. I'm sure the 3 week wait was reasonable with what you said, but, you know, people with mental/emotional problems aren't always completely reasonable. *tries to look innocent* It can be hard for us to keep things in proportion in our minds.
I agree with dark passion play people with bipolar have stronger emotions than normal people. When something hurts us it hurts deep. That is why we have mood episodes it is because our emotions have got too much it causes a explosion. It is also why when we go on mood stabilizers which make our emotions normal, people with bipolar complain that they cant feel anything. A lot of people with bipolar are unable to watch the news because when you hear a story of a abused child we get very hurt and keep thinking about it and it goes round and round until some of us cant think about anything else because the pain for that child consumes us. (you can look it up quite a few complain of this) therefore while a normal person would not be hurt by the not phoning for 3 weeks a bipolar person could be extremily hurt. But it works the other way too, We can often be so loving we stay in abusive relationships because of how much love we feel I have again heard of many bipolars who say this. These are not always negative sometimes they are good it can make bipolars very compassionate. We are just different.
Yes I have heard a lot of prejudice against bipolars I was told the other day that I should have my children removed even though I have never hurt them or got angry, but apperently it is only a matter of time before my rage turns on them.I have also seen sites where abusers target us deliberatly because our emotions make us more fun to abuse, I have heard people ask if we are emotionless monsters and everytime I read one of these comments it fills me with self loathing. I have heard many more and they make me so sad.
you cannot choose the hand you are dealt, but you can choose how you play the hand.
Diagnosis
schizoaffective bipolar type
Psychopathic tendencies
Bpd
Haldol 10mg
Zyprexa 10mg
Lamotrogiene 200mg
Mirtazapine 45mg
clonazepam 2mg
Diazepam 5mg
Diazepam 2mg
Zopiclone 7.5mg