by Bigguy2019 » Thu Jul 06, 2017 7:30 pm
This may not make sense to anyone, but I'm writing this to atleast get some comfort knowing this is just the way my brain is wired and maybe I can feel better. Ever since I was 15, I started seeing images in my head of strangers or people I know. They could be normal or even violent pictures, and they are very random. These pictures seem stuck in my head, and distracted me during school and carrying conversations with people. It was like this for 5 years, but for about 1 year and half, it seemed to go away and I had a normal life. I'm 24 now and these images have came back and it seems more severe. I don't hear voices. I have racing thoughts, as well as these images. I went to fanily who diagnosed me with OCD, and prescribed me Prozac. It didn't seem to work, so I went to a psychiatrist who diagnosed me with Bi Polar disorder. I've been prescribed Zoloft 100mg, Anafranil 50mg, and 5 mg of Zyprexa. I never thought about being bi polar, but looking back I've had mood swings like crazy. Are these racing images hallucinations, delusions? I just need to know theres hope. I'm not suicidal, I just am giving up on having a normal life.