Good evening,
My name is Mike. I am really having a tough time juggling my mental illness and messed up body. I was in a bad atv accident which has caused weird sensations, a loose feeling in my lower back, stretched ligaments in my neck and nerve pain. In combination I am bipolar so I have suffered three major manic episodes that has left me embarrassed, tired and depressed. I am having a hard time with money and I struggle with sin and drug addiction as well. Being 28 years old I get anxiety about living a long life. I just don't know how I will make it through.
I currently see a psychiatrist and a psychologist and I have tried a Chiropractor, physical therapist and Orthopedic doctor for my back.
I don't know what to do. I want to give up so badly but I am terrified of waking up in Hell.
Any suggestions would be great.