by fallenstar27 » Tue Oct 21, 2014 1:20 am
Thank you all for your responses Oh wow pemigewasset, I never even thought lamictal could possibly precipitate a manic episode, I just figured it kept the depressive episodes at bay but didn't really touch mania too much, let alone drive someone into mania. Very interesting... ugh I've been on so many medications, not knowing what was causing me to become more depressed, what was causing me to become hypomanic/manic. It's so hard for us, and our doctors aren't much help...and it's so easy to become irritable with them...but they're only human, if it's difficult for us...imagine how difficult it much be for a total stranger w/out mental illness trying to figure out which meds will help this and worsen that. Wolfy , I've tried all of those meds as well lol, DID NOT work out well. Lithium is awful awful awful for me, makes me feel like i'm not even alive, on top of weight gain and cloudy thinking. I've taken risperdal, geodon, and all the rest of em , and my body just does not agree with them, they all give me horrible akathisia. It's tough, bipolar disorder is tough on all of us.
I actually ran out of my lamictal 3 days ago and didn't bother picking them up until today, I hesitated to even take one...but I don't want to stop a medication without my doctors approval...I've gotten myself into trouble this way many times. Trying to play doctor.
I have never once been stable on any medication regimen, whatsoever, and I've tried most, if not just about ALL the common meds that are used for depression/mania. I've come to the point where I'm accepting the mania and depression... and trying to learn how to manage my life as well as i can with this damn disease.
Vin
Dx: mood disorder NOS (mainly depression, but have had SSRI-induced manic episodes), borderline traits, generalized anxiety disorder, body dysmorphic disorder
Current Rx: Wellbutrin 450 mg , Lamictal 200 mg, Paxil 30 mg
"I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity."
Edgar Allen Poe