eyeofskadi wrote:I'm almost 21, all I do is play games on my pc. I haven't accomplished anything in life at all and I'm a high school drop out who hasn't gotten a job or a girlfriend yet. I have no friends, I'm pretty damn abnormal.
I don't mean to vie with you for misery points, but I'm 40 and all of that. And I'm losing my teeth.
I'm not lazy, but honestly I feel like I'm so awkward to look at that I can't go out and pretend like I'm normal, if that makes sense.
It makes sense.
Why does it seem like everyone at least looks decent?
I know. It sucks, doesn't it?
I know people say looks aren't everything, but I don't have anything else really.
I don't know if this is any consolation, but it's very likely that you're the only one who notices your "unattractiveness", or at least puts much stock in it.
Life bores me, I'm constantly tired (even when I went on a vacation a few weeks ago at an arizona river resort place, constantly yawning and bored even with good sleep)...
In my opinion,
this is your real problem, not your looks.