No new bombshells this week.
However, she told me that if I self-isolate - and here's where she went all Cantor on me - then I would be denying that people could like me, not give them the option of liking me, I would be thinking for them.
Additionally we talked about how I take responsibility for things that I shouldn't.
She keeps asking me who told me that I have to be this way.
It's frustrating.
Also, she talks a lot. The session went over by half an hour, and she was quite happy to keep it going on. I'd say she talked 80% of the time. I couldn't get a word in edgewise. I think I'm going to have to start getting rude and interrupt her.
For instance, she was all, woo woo single girls, thank god we don't have to deal with men's crap. She totally doesn't understand that I'm not single by choice. And it's not a matter of being shy or that I can't pull someone. It's a matter of, to be a decent person, I have to protect people from me. I'm vile and scum of the earth if I let someone get to know me, because I know how it will end, very badly with that person in a lot of pain.
I explained to her that I can talk to her, she has an exception, because I pay her, so when I get to be a pain in the ass at least she's being compensated, at least she's getting something out of it. She was totally offended by that.
I can't win...