trence wrote: I like big noses, I think they're hot. Very Happy
OMG, I am the same way. I like big noses. I even married someone with a big nose. Everyone else always makes fun of his nose (he does not care), but I find, it is his best feature.
Now to the thread topic "The why of feeling unwanted".
I mostly feel unwanted by groups of people, like they don't want me to part of their group. The reason is probably that my family was the outsider family in the village. We kids felt this, were bullied and excluded and all. It was partly the villagers fault, partly my parents. The village is beautiful, but I still feel inhibited when I visit and anger when I think of many of the people.
Some of them behave really nice now, but I don't want them now. Too little, too late.
Dragonfly.
P.S.: Went into this issue when talking with sister. Seem to be holding on to anger and negative feelings to spite/punish/not forgive the perpetrators. Problem: only I suffer. Second problem: cannot let go at this point, but know I have to.