Chucky wrote:If you hav this much hatred for it, Andrew, then change things in your life. You're obviously in an angry mood right now, so, use this rage to spur yourself to change. You won't be any happier until this happens. Okay - I lie - happiness might never fully reach you, but you can certainly learn to tolerate life a little better than you are right now.
Sorry, but this post annoyed me in a sense. I'm sorry buddy, but getting over Aspergers isn't that easy. If it was, I wouldn't be here complaining about it. I want to change and I want to believe that someday, I can overcome this, but right now, I'm way too afraid to talk to other people, to speak up for myself. I actually used to have a very easy time socializing with my peers, but I always would act really weird, so I was seen as the class weirdo and didn't really fit in. When I entered middle school, I wanted to change all that, but in my attempt to not act "weird", I ended up becoming afraid to socialize with other people. Socializing isn't a natural thing for me, it's a tough challenge unfortunately. I want to change, but I need some help. I would truthfully like to find a program that could help me overcome my shyness, but I haven't. Thanks to my "shyness", I have pretty much lost my middle school and high school years. They're gone for good and I can't do anything about that.