no i did not combine adderall with the ssri, which was zoloft. But later tried effexor which was indeed the worse time of my life. This was of course pre self education of antidepressants and disorders of the brain. I am now on wellbutrin and doing much better. I try to exercise several times a week and take nutritional supplements like omega fish oil, multi vitamin, and protein powder. It makes me sad that doctors place children and young adults on powerfull drugs that affect chemicals in the brain. I feel if it is a necessity it is okay but with carefull and consistant monitoring.
No the film was not donnie darko although i did enjoy the film. This one was more recent and for the life of me i cannon remember what it was called. Oh well maybe one day i'll come across it or remember.
I want to say thank you to this forum, alot of times i feel like i am the only one suffering, I am working my way towards realizing i am okay and my past relationships have failed due to the extreme frustration of not being able to connect or feel the way others do, and not because i am a bad person. But i hope with the knowledge i gather i can find ways to accept myself and move towards creating real relationships and an enviroment i can grow in.
thanks again everybody
We don't have a great war in our generation, or a great depression, but we do, we have a great war of the spirit. We have a great revolution against the culture. The great depression is our lives. We have a spiritual depression. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 19