Hey yall, I'm female, 18, living in Canada. I was diagnosed at 14 with Aspergers by a school psychologist, and no one medically related yet. But im going to get tested by a psychiatrist soon.
And honestly i don't feel like it fits me or the way i think. I honestly think i have add/adhd with a mood disorder or bpd. My counselor and my family and everyone i work with outside of school thinks i aint on the spectrum.
When i was little, i have very hyperactive,and i preferred playing outside with the kids rather than stay inside, and i was always sticking around with girls. But i did talk late though at 2 or 3,but late development runs in my family (mom, cousins, aunt whos twins with my mom). Also if someone talks for too long, i lose focus after 30 mins to an hour. And i have frantic nervous energy, ive been told once.
i prefer talking in slang, i have tons of female friends, id rather party or go to canada's wonderland than go to cosplay or video games or a museum (unless its the one in toronto, they have ipods in it! and i saw it once, was dope af ), i'm into occult but it's not really an obsession or special interest, i love going to the mall and getting my nails done. i like to get my hair done, i'm very receptive to social cues and perceptions. I am smart tho, but that's a trait i got from my late father. I care alot about what i look like to others, i love to go on social media. I can cook very well, i love to have sex, mess with men's minds and go to the club. I hate staying at home, and i have bulimia. i can tell when someone is manipulating me or using me very well. I love my freedom
But i do have anger and emotional dysregulation tho, and i've been thru multiple trauma (abusive relationships, dad dying at 11 and abortion at 16, abuse by bipolar mother and siblings), i assaulted an ex of mine for being racist at 13. I cant control my emotions, if someone says something irritating, ill tell them to shut the f up or , somethin, one day im happy, the next im sad. I react heavily to events, and i have dramatic emotions, like if someone close dies, ill spend hours crying and thinking heavily. I have heavy mood swings and psychotic moments sometimes.
Ive been taking tests of aspie and enneagram and mbti, and my results are uncommon of someone with AS:
- http://www.16personalities.com/profiles/55560eea54d68
- http://www.rdos.net/eng/poly10a.php?p1= ... 9=6&p10=20