yYyYy wrote:
and you know what, i never have relationship with someone who treats me like sh1t
You're barely 12 years old, you have no idea.
you don't know about me too much,
the only reason i am kind to sadists is because i feel pity for their distorted way of seeking of love
You're not a nice person. You've posted some harsh comments to people on this forum where they've not been deserved. In fact, Demon's just picked up one of your comments to someone in a different thread.
You have no real idea of your identity. You jump from one thing to another in the hope to get some attention and you try to fit in and be liked by attaching yourself to whoever is flavour of the week.
You talk about distorted ways of seeking love, but you're worse than any of people on this forum in that regard.
I'm married with kids. If you ever have a child it will be because some drunk idiot at a bar gave you some superficial attention to get a free f*ck and you immediately fell for it, because that is who you are.
All of us have personality disorders, but some of us manage to be more than that. You can't. You thrive on your personality disorder, telling everyone about it all of the time. You use it to define yourself (check your recent signatures), and as a result it is all you will ever be.
Strip away all of the histrionic bullsh1t and you are nothing.