Little Boy Lost wrote:being incarcerated gets boring even when you're as unrestricted as the circumstances permit. i remember thinking "i do not wanna stand in this spot like i do every other fvcking day,. i do not want to look at that wall today. i want a different wall."
Why were you incarcerated?
i have no idea if youre like me or why i'm so vulnerable to cabin fever, but i am.
I don't know if I'm like you or not. All I know is I've adapted well to every situation I've lived in. The thing is though, I've moved around a lot over the years, so I've never really been stuck in one place for too long. Being stuck in a small prison cell for years on end could have a big impact on me, but I doubt it. I honestly believe I'd learn to adapt.
does anyone have boredom like i described? i ask because it does not seem to be a common experience. people say they're boed and they look like they're going to doze off. me, i'm wide awake and hypomanic. i'm waiting till i can get into something, someone, anything.
When I'm feeling bored shltless I'm usually wide awake. If I'm not able to find some kind of release, it makes me frustrated and aggressive.