My mother is workholic too,
she worked 7 days a week from early morning until late night through most of her life,
no vacation(may be two-three days in a year when she visits her mom, but even then she never rests, works on something) and was sick 1 day max for me to remember,
plus she does all the housework perfectly, much more harder than normal housewives,
she has to clean and wash everything very frequently,
there is no one like her who does housework like that hard
she is SO proud of herself.
if I am sick she gets so irritated and beats me and says
'you are f*cking weak! you are so irritating and shut the f*ck up, don't moan! you SHOULDN'T annoy me. DON'T CRY, it's not you got a cancer!'
and she gives me some physical labor task while swearing at me all the day...
and beat me sporadically
HPD develops to those ones who got inordinate amount of attention since when they were under 2 cuz they were exceptionally pretty babies.
they are addicted to inordinate amount of attention/admiration unconsciously,
so when they grow up they can't be satisfied with normal amount of attention. and become Histrionic personaltiy disordered.
those who saw me when I was baby always tells me even now,
'you were unbelievably pretty compared to other babies since you were born,
normal new born babies are kind of ugly, frowning and wrinkled face
but you were very pretty since you were just born that everyone who saw you exclaimed.
you got attenion and admiration everywhere you go when you were small, you were prettiest baby ppl ever saw'
and after i grew up little more, i was kind of overweight... my mom fed me a lot especially in the late night
if I refused to eat she poured food on my head. 'eat! eat!' and hit my teeth with spoon,
poured milk on my head... and beat...
lol and everyone said 'what happened to you???? why you overweight now?!'
o.o why am I overweight now?!!?
and they say 'why you not pretty anymore?'
and i want to say 'i was abused?!'
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