This seems like a fun place to exchange ideas and chat in the relative safety of the internet anonymity so i thought i'd say "hi". It seems though as activity has been declining recently? Did i miss the choo-choo or are people just busy sniffing out targets in the real world? Anyways, if someone wants talk about "stuff" i'm open to discussion about various things, like what makes people tick.
To start off i'll tell something of myself.
Awhile ago my brother, while he was talking about someone getting raped, murdered and then eaten and how sick it was, asked "what do you mean "so?" are you a sociopath or something? jesus christ..." I started a self-analyzing or sorts and things just fell into place. I was relieved that there wasn't anything wrong with me, simply... different. After that i started to think back on my life, how i preyed on my mothers guilt over leaving my father and working too much to never have time for me to get money from her, around 5k€ in the course of a year. Then it dawned to me that i was amused at how stupid she was, why on earth would she give money to her unemployed son who has no intention to ever give anything back. I'm a parasite, it's so easy to be one where i live due to the socialistic nature of my country so who wouldnt be?
Maybe i just want to reach out to others like me, a place where i don't have to pretend like i care if just ran over a dog. Anyone who admits to a real-life person that they have ASPD is ######6 stupid, it accomplishes nothing and you only lose your edge over that person. So i write here, from the relative safety of my keyboard, about my thoughts.





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