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Sadistic thoughts

Postby Sarabanda » Tue Jul 24, 2007 1:04 am

I doubt I have this disorder, because I definitely don't meet all the criteria (I feel strong emotions of remorse, love, shame, etc.), but at times I fantasize about carrying violent acts, usually as a means of revenge against people who have done me wrong in the past, but sometimes just in general (I might have a thought of just killing some stranger I saw for no real reason, or some thought of becoming some dictator and comminting genocide). I've never done anything drastic. The worst thing I've done is beat a pet cat I had a long time ago. I also might watch the news and hear about someone being murdered, and this might give me a "good feeling". I still doubt that I have this disorder, because there are always certain people who I care about and would never harm. It's just as if I don't give a damn about anyone else.
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Postby PQ » Tue Jul 24, 2007 2:07 am

You say you're BPD. What more do you want? You think ASPD's have strong feelings or remorse and shame?
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