by Reaper » Tue Sep 20, 2016 3:21 pm
People aren't usually afraid of me in general when I'm walking down the street, though little kids used to look at me like I was the boogeyman or something when I had my hair dyed black, lol. At least that's the impression I got anyway. Who knows what they were really thinking.
I have scared people online from threatening them to point where they ended up reporting me to the police.
My anger use to scare my daughter when she was younger. It doesn't scare her as much now because I don't get as angry at her anymore. She tends to listen to me more now. It use to scare the dogs we had too, to the point where they would cower and piss themselves if they even so much as knew I was in a pissed off mood.
I think I've scared a few people when drunk and angry, especially when I was holding a broken bottle to a guy's neck once because he pissed me off for drinking my bottle of whiskey without my permission. I remember his mates acting a bit nervous and said something about me being crazy. I told the dude I would kill him if I ever saw him again. I never did see him or any of his mates again.
I've made psychologists nervous. One literally jumped in his chair when I suddenly leaned forward in mine once. That was amusing. I think he thought I was going to jump up and attack him or something. He was the psych who diagnosed me. I threatened the last psychologist I saw after she said she could report me to police if she saw reason to (not in those words exactly) and she conveniently decided therapy wasn't working after that. She told me I should see a different therapist. I'd only seen her for three sessions.
I got kicked out of a medical center once after confiding in a doctor. I needed to see one to go on the Mental Health Care Plan (and for other medical reasons at the time) so it wouldn't cost me anything to see a psychologist and we were discussing why I wanted to see one. I guess what I told her must have concerned her because another doctor (who I assume was the head of the clinic) rang me later that day and 'advised' me never to go back there again. That really pissed me off because it meant I had to find a new medical doctor and I needed one at the time. Also, because she shared the information with another doctor. I assumed the information couldn't be shared under the doctor/patient confidentiality clause, but it goes to show - you can't fuking trust doctors.
People have told me I have an intimidating personality and I assume they mean when I'm pissed off, because I don't think I do in general. I really don't think it benefits anyone to come across as intimidating in most situations. It's only a benefit when it's required, to get a message across etc.
In general, I don't think I'm a scary person at all and I don't try to be unless the situation calls for it. Then I certainly can be.
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Reaper on Tue Sep 20, 2016 3:30 pm, edited 3 times in total.