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by chums » Mon Oct 12, 2015 7:39 pm
Hey! I'm sure you've seen this same question a hundred times but i have to ask..its a bit long so bear with me.
I seem to lack emotion or remorse. Many close friends and family say that.I have been described as being impulsive. I can have an avid interest in something for 3 days then completely lose interest in it.When my maternal grandfather died I was the only one who never cried. I actually had to force myself to cry to not feel like i was sticking out. In fact the only true emotion I have ever felt is rage. However I am able to quickly get it under control and hide it. But keep it inside me and get revenge when the person who made me angry least expects it. I love nobody, not even my parents. I do however feel a sense of loyalty for them which i dont feel for anyone else. I lie a lot, even when telling the truth is easier and less risky. I dont have a criminal record but do not hesitate to cut lines or steal when i can get away with it, I have physically hurt others and have gained a feeling which i can only describe as when you are extremely thirsty and finally drink some water (extreme satisfaction). My paternal grandfather has the same personality traits as i do (only see him once every 2-3 years as we live in different countries).I am also extremely manipulative, if i see any competition to my social or academic life i manipulate them or others to come up on top.(I have ruined the reputation of one and caused another to have an extreme dip in academics by introducing ritalin(ADD medecine) to him and making him dependent on it despite him not needing it) I also belong to a highly endogamous ethnic group so i would also like to know if psychopathy has a genetic cause.
side note: my parents are extremely loving. I have never been neglected or abused in any way and neither have they spoiled me by letting me do whatever i wanted (there was discipline).
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by flukeekulf » Mon Oct 12, 2015 7:54 pm
Well at least you tried not say am I a psychopath.
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by flukeekulf » Mon Oct 12, 2015 7:57 pm
Discipline is nice, you should consider yourself extremely disciplined, also you haven't been aware of the damage you cause others, but that is okay.
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by Darak » Mon Oct 12, 2015 8:07 pm
"If you search properly, you can find entrance to the Satanic Web, the Catholic Web and the Midget Web. With enough search, you can even reach the Mordor Web, but only if you have the Gandalph extension."
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by Armadillo » Mon Oct 12, 2015 8:17 pm
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by Dazz » Mon Oct 12, 2015 8:24 pm
This is a Antisocial Personality Disorder forum, psychopaths are referred to Sociopath Community, I'm sure your find you're validation there.
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by Avruk » Mon Oct 12, 2015 8:48 pm
Are you lost?
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by Katarina2 » Mon Oct 12, 2015 9:32 pm
You're almost there, just one final thing we need to know for our assessment: do you like cats?
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by Dazz » Mon Oct 12, 2015 9:38 pm
Wannabe wrote:You're almost there, just one final thing we need to know for our assessment: do you like cats?
Don't forget bitter foods and drinks.
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by lolidk » Mon Oct 12, 2015 10:15 pm
DX: NPD
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