3 Months 3 Weeks - Paxil Klonopin Ritalin FREE

It’s Been three months and three weeks since taking the last dose of paxil with klonopin and ritalin taking everything at once, took paxil for 3 years after and 1 year (the last) with klonopin and ritalin.
I did something like cold turkey but slightly less sharp, now three months and three weeks without medication of any kind, either alcohol or marijuana or anything that could affect my nervous system, not even coffee.

Sometimes I do not feel able to perform simple activities such as meeting with people that i do not know well, plus I have a business that runs itself and does not require me, so I have no major responsibility only monitor it, that is very little of my time .

Sometimes I get up early and have nothing to do in the day and it makes me feel bad, I've been reading books (7 habits of Highly Effective people, THE TOOLS), watching movies (I dislike television or movies because I find that is not productive) I'm doing Monday to Thursday swimming at night (8pm), and I'm feeding a very healthy, but I still don’t get the stability or my essence that I had before all this.

I tried going out to have fun but most of the time in social situations it’s difficult for me to interact with people, I remain a bit quiet and that does not please me, I have some difficulties to be myself with people, there are times that i am more confidence than the normal situations, but most of the time I am in a low mode.

Long time did not have a woman to join me at my side (2 years) and now about 2 weeks ago I met a woman who is with me, i don’t like her to much (physically) but it’s a nice person, and i really need someone to accompany me in this process, it’s difficult for me being myself, sometimes we get together and I fight with myself to be not on the low mode, sometimes my body does not accompany the desire that I have to be well.

I want to know an opinion from someone who has been through this, or its going through, I'm at a point where I feel very alone, with few friends, with almost no girlfriends and wanting to live a full life, I'm trying to help myself reading books that guide you to the life I want, but I find it hard, I need some advice or help

Errrm, you have the wrong forum fella. Try posting under mood disorders or ADHD.