twistednerve wrote:ashc wrote:Forgot I said that online last night... Now today makes a lot more sense. Whoops.
Paranoid or histrionic?
Is it still considered paranoia if everything i'm saying is true? I do have paranoia, but it is due to real incidents. You think I chose to be in this position? I talked to some foriegners online, and I get Hell for it. Attention seeking my ass.
I admire their intelligence (NOT MANY PEOPLE DO), but frankly, I'm sick of it. They've made their point.
I suppose my exboyfriend had something to do with it, because he was targeted. Guilt by association is a bitch. This was years ago though, and they're still here. I was abusing my meds, and for some reason, I started accusing everyone of being a terrorist. I had strong feelings against subversive terrorists, and now I'm in Hell. Beginning- was interested in subversion (had a passion for disliking traitors), End- Hell. Don't know what to tell you other than I didn't have a personality disorder until recenty. Paranoid? Perhaps. Histrionic? No. Everything else? No.