More specifically if I have grounds to report my psych, his practice and three other therapists.
Please read through my thread in the DID forum for specific info.
I am having a very difficult time right now and my doc and his nurses are making things worse.
About 2 1/2 years ago I met a therapist who was convinced I was misdiagnosed. He originally ran from him but came back. Things went well up until last spring. He thinks he's the best therapist in the world for treating DID and said it takes about 6 months to cure anyone. Once 4 months went by and we weren't where he wanted us to be he became abusive towards me. First he brought up me being on SSDI. He brought up my car, asking what model year and make it was and when I told him he started saying I probably have a 15 year old personality who doesn't want to work. Then when I stopped being open with due to him turning things around on me and researching my own condition he took a very disrespectful tone and told me I wasnt ready to get better and not to make another appointment with him until I was.
I left his office last April and went to another practice. I saw a therapist they're who seemed very nice and he referred me to his colleague for a rediagnosis. After about three appointments, He told me he didn't believe I was Schizoaffective, and he told me it was most likely Bi Polar, PTSD and Avoidant Personality Disorder. I also asked him about DID/MPD and he just nodded yes. He never wrote these things down in front of me. In fact he ushered me to the receptionist area and told me he would send the paperwork to my current psych asap. It took 3 phone calls for him to send said paperwork.
Last fall it was finially sent, and I brought it up with my psych and he looked at it and just smiled at me. Around that time his office and staff started becoming very disrespectful towards me. I believe despite what he said he wrote down the same diagnosis I already had.
I've been trying to explain to my psych that I have anxiety, and ptsd symptoms such as flashbacks and dissociation. He just got a cocky attitude with me and perscribed proponalol and leaned forward in my face and said in a smug tone that I was experiencing paranoia. I'm waiting on my social worker to receive paper work from my "rediagnosis" to see if I was indeed lied too.
The therapist who referred me to this doc for the rediagnosis was just recently fired by me. In Jan he asked me how things were going with my girlfriend and I told him I found out she was married and dumped her. He then told me I could use a dating site to seek out no strings sex if that's what I wanted. I replied no, I'm not into that lifestyle and those who are disgust me. He immediately got an attitude and started mumbling under his breath then changed the subject. The following appointment I told him for the first time all the issues I needed to work on. One of those issues was ptsd like symptoms during sex. I told him I was never able to have sex and that whenever I try I feel hollow, like I'm not in my own body. He started laughing and said it all makes perfect sense now. He said people who have been through what I have feel guilty and shameful about sex. I tried explaining to him that isn't the case, and he changed the subject then ended the appointment early. I cancelled my next appointment with him and haven't gone back.
In early March I found out I was in an ssdi overpayment for failed attempts at full time work. I've been so stressed out my meds are wearing off sooner and I'm experiencing bi polar, schizo and dissociative symptoms. I called my psych office to sign up for the medication program and told them I had lost my SSDI and insurance and was told to come pick up the paperwork. I got to the office and the receptionist made a smart ass comment about wanting free meds.
I returned yesterday to drop off the paperwork and spoke with the head nurse and she started making smart ass comments about free meds, cheap meds and even on one occasion asked if I like free stuff. I also left a note for my doc explaining my symptoms and asking if he could up my dosage and get a sooner appointment. The nurse who took the note snatched it out of my hand and spun around with her back to me and said she'd give it to then doc.
After putting 2 and 2 together, it seems after the rediagnosing doc pulled that crap with me and I brought up a false rediagnosis to my current psych his entire practice is acting like I'm making everything up to stay on disability.
Regardless I'm not getting the help I need and I'm wondering if I have grounds to report any of them to the Virginia Board of Psychiatry.